Acton means healing. I'm gonna heal.
Relationships are funny. The actions of individuals in closed quarters, responding to chemical reactions in their minds--doing primal things. Expressing themselves to their counter part. They end. They always end in one aspect or another. The silly thing is, I'll be in another. I'll go through the same steps, and be in another relationship. I'll fall in love again. I'll go through the same wondering, the same questioning, the same exalting joy. Maybe not now--but one day.
I hate to think that there is a system, a game, or a process. Though, sadly, its all the same. We are humans, and we need to be loved--just like everybody else does.
You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way?
I like the smiths now.
I'm emotionally stable enough to date. I know that. I want to date around. I want to have fun. I want to enjoy being a fucking kid. I will not stop that from letting me fall madly in love. As a romantic, and an optimist, I feel that love is a binding contract with someone or something. I hate that the word is tossed around. I hate a lot of things. Sex is sex. Fucking is fucking. Kissing is kissing. Loving someone means that you love them. Yes, kissing leads to touching, and touching leads to sex. But love should lead to all of those. I will never use a woman as a rebound. I will never use a woman. Sex without emotion is masturbation, albeit nicer than masturbation.
Fuck it.
I don't know why I'm writing this.
I will make a post about my friends immediately after this too.
I love you all,
Wesley
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