Yes its true I adore you.

And I can honestly say, for the first time, that "I'm not alone and you're all mine." So just drop it, and let's go back home.

Okay, I dunno, I just posted a few minutes ago. I know, two posts, one hour.

I just wanted to post about two things. Emo and heartache. Yeah, they're two things that I must love. It sucks.

Emo. Emotive hardcore, or Emo-pop whate'er you want to call it. I don't care. I just know that Vagrant records had a force choke on the pulse of the music that I love. HRC, TGUK, and bands that aren't on Vagrant such as Mineral, and Sunny Day Real Estate. Regardless, there is just something about listening to music that I can (sadly because I'm apparently eternally fourteen years old) relate to.

Listening to bands sing about love, and heartache and other assorted nuances of being post-adolescent and stuck in a Groundhogs Day-esque pattern of angst. I mean, its juts sad how my life has more angst and self-inflicted turmoil now than when I was fifteen. I also know that my fifteen year old self, would mock me. Then embrace me or hate me for a few different reasons.

Lines of lyrics just get to me. Such as TGUK's song Valentine, off of their seminal record Something to Write home about. "Apologies, are breaking me. Constants aren't so constant anymore." Or we could look at Remover by Hot Rod Circuit (HRC), "Hold you, let the sunset bleed through."

I know its lame, and I should be asking susie-q to the winter dance (NEON NIGHTS PMHS), and should be consdiering what colour of 1998 Chevy Cavalier to get, but instead I'm almost twenty years old and in college. Maybe its just because I didn't really act this way in my formative years, that I'm delayed emotionally and just now hitting the spot of me being a brooding wannabe artist. I dunno, maybe its that I'm just lonely. Maybe its the winter mood thats bringing me down.

Maybe its a lot of things, though this is fact. I like listening to emo. I don't care if that makes me lame.