And i can tell just what you want

You don't want to be alone.

I'm writing this at midnight, instead of taking notes, instead of doing anything productive.

I'm empty, and you're empty.

I dunno, I just need some sleep. I'm always complaining about my lack of sleep.

I've finally found that noone reads my blog anymore, so I can start being more honest. whatever that is. I'm gonna do a music post soon, thats all I've been doing.

My car might need to be thrashed together to get done for the motorama. I'm not looking forward to doing this, but I want my car there.

I'm alone, I'm not really lonely. I'm tired of sleeping alone, but I've a friend that fixes that from time to time. Its my dog. I'm really not as ashamed of myself, or anything like that, as it may seem. I write bad things about myself, but I know what and who I am. I'm very proud of the fact that I'm setting up my future. I know, that I've no real social life anymore, and that my existence is only impacting a few folks (smaller footprints are always best.). I'm kind of bummed about the lack of a social life, but it is what it is. There are a few things I could do, but I probably won't do them.
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When people come to me, I'll spend time with them. The inverse, is never the case.

I just want you all to know, I'm really tired of complaining about anything. I'm tired of being an adult. I've never done any of the stupid kid things, like fall in love with someone who reciprocates, or drank myself into a stupor, or shop lifted. I want to do one of those, the one that won't get me arrested, or beaten up.

What is love? No one knows. The feeling of love is the absolute absence of self. Selflessness, is love. In my eyes anyway. Just caring, is love. Being real, is love. Love is love. I dunno. Never done it.

Tangerine Scream went for 165k.
Atomic Punk went for 65k.

Applause to all involved. They're all good dudes.

I know I'm preaching to the choir, but I'm tired of snow.

I'm not really tired of this blog, but I don't like expressing my feelings every post, it beats bothering anyone with them forcefully on facebook or anything.

I'm a creep.

I'm a weirdo.

what the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

No-oh.


I'm gonna go back to reading, forget this noise.