This one won't start with an allusion.

I'm tired of being predictable.
I fell into my pattern, I'll cut it out and post it to your car.

I wrote that. I really did, I'll put it in Your song. Well, My song about You.


Anyway, I've been playing guitar a lot more recently, and I've been playing a lot of surf. Like, traditional surf. I'm really stoked for a band. I hope I can work something out.

I kinda wish I had someone to talk to, and watch flicks with, and cuddle with, right now. Its okay though, I'll be over that in the morning. I always am.

I'm gonna stop being longwinded and annoying, atleast in conversation. I'm gonna see how being normal fares. I mean, normal with how I hold conversations. Whatever that means.

The reason I've been blogging so much, and why I've grown to love this little snippet of cyber-space, is because its the only thing I've got as a constant for conversation, albeit one-sided.

I really think I'm going to stop trying to talk with people, and let them come to me. I'll see how that holds true.


I'm not angry, I'm upset. That feeling of being upset, has manifested itself into aggression. So, I suppose, I am angry.